Sabrena Cooper
Well its been over two years now since My sweet daddy passed away. NOt sure why I searched for his name today on the computer. Just hoping to get a glimpse of something from him. Then this page popped up. I read alot of sweet and wonderful memories about my daddy today. Some I did not know about and even some post that I have not read. My way of venting today I guess. People think I should be strong and ok by now. I am NOt. Daddy was my Rock. He gave me the insight on how to keep going. I miss him so much. I often hide my feelings, not sure if the ones around me get it. So I keep it to myself . My heart breaks so badly. Braelyn as daddy called her Little Brae Brae, had a melt down the other day. Said nothing was the same. She didnt like Christmas anymore. Papa was the inspiration of the family. She also said even our family is not the same. Everyone had went there separate ways and forgot what is important. In a way she is right. Daddy was so proud of Ja and myself. The gran kids, Zane and Jill. I believe some have lost the importance of God and living by example. Maybe because they are angry or because daddy is not around for encouragement and that phone call daily. I will not give up. I will continue to Trust in God! Our family will some way some how continue. Mama is so strong and she worries for us all. God had truly been amazn to her. If someone does read this, continue to pray for us all. Pray for mama . Pray for Jason, This had been rough on him.