Mrs. Ganaway
I'm sorry for the loss of your dear and precious James, you are not alone and may you find encouragement from God's word the holy bible at Psalms 34:18 " Jehovah is near to those that are broken at heart; And those who are crushed in spirit he saves."
May you be comforted and have peace during this difficult and painful time as you draw close to the true God, Jehovah, in prayer. (Isaiah 12:2, Psalms 83:18)