I searched everywhere for ease of this pressure in life and the one place I fount it was in you and I. I had a dream after a long storm and in the dream I remembered all the joy in life you gave me. I once was lost in a daze of frustration and anguish, but you found me and took me home. I loved you so much and you wanted to keep it forever (All for just us), but I could not last forever. You meant so much when we were close and sometimes it got confusing to understand what this life was all for. Now on my island of reason I look for the shore. I watched your boat sail off and your ship partner said goodbye for you. I don't hold any of it in a dark light and I just wish I heard one last I love you. I cannot see your boat of life anymore, but I know in the afterlife you are all around me, so I am left with a greater understanding of where you found your shore. I still love you and I will miss our time spent on Earth.
I love that you and the times spent with your family. Everyone was so accepting and I pray for them and your soul to be serene.