Kayla Sizemore
Hey mom, random day I know but I miss you. I look at these babies and girls and just wish we had more time. I wish you could have waited a little longer. Held on a little longer for us to be able to understand. Although, I’m sure you never intended for us to find out half the things we did and that’s why you left us early. I’m so sorry mommy. I’m sorry we just couldn’t help as small children but man, I know I could have helped as a grown adult. We could have showed you everything life had to offer, and that happiness did exist. You didn’t have to live in that pain forever because we would have saved you. In so many ways. I just regret and hate the fact we never got the chance. I’m not mad at you, and I don’t hate you. I wish I would have never told you the life I was dealt with granny because maybe you wouldn’t have felt so guilty that you couldn’t pull yourself together to be there and save me. You didn’t even know how to save yourself .. I’ll never blame you for that… I just wish you was still here. Your spirit lives within all of us I promise. Sometimes I just stare at shaylee in admiration because man .. a spitting image ? Definitely. Her laugh makes me love and miss you a little more each time I hear it. Please hold your hands on us and stay. I love you so much mom.
